end day....

haiz....still got few need face my exam ....!!haiz....still not ready yet...damn...!!!wat can i do...tat kiat not free to teach me study....haiz....scared o....hope he this few day will free teach me o...wat cAN I DO LE.....who can tell me...can he tell me....i dunno wan how to do now...read bm karang book...or wat ..?

scared cant handle....

next week i need work & study hard o...because i need help my dad work and need study...i still got 1 week need face my exam already...scared i cant pass in subject BM,BI,MM and RJP...important subject is BM..scared cant pass it....haiz...i dunno wan how to do...do revision or read book....SCARED it...

OMG...!!!!

now i still not yet put down my x....i though put down edi....ytd my dear fetch me back..i at his car hear dou 1 song think my x....tat time i feel wan cry y he treat lk tat....izzit i really not good....y him treat me lk tat...tat time i really so hurt break wit him...together wit him ...i try my best anything do as good to him....y he will lk other gal....i noe ..im not pretty..,slim..,rich....
do u noe i really hurt on tat time.....y u will lk other gal...izzit coz she classmate ...and got feel on she...when together y u got feel on she....y....!!!!!!!!!!! she destroy we....hate it....!! hate b thirt ppl...as lk tat gal destroy....i noe no time acc u...but anything do my best edi...y last nid break...together half year edi...u is my longer tat 1....if we not yet break...now will how le....we break 1 year edi....now u still together wit tat gal...as 1 year edi.....haiz....suan le ba....i noe anything is my fault....anything is pass edi..hope they b more happiness....

waiting..no plan..no idea...

2day off..though can early hang out wit my dear d..and he plan go anywhere..i noe he morning not free..coz nid servin his car..acc his fren go change car bombar...and other thing...so tat... in 12 something i msg my dear ask him wat time oni free..told me 'mayb 3 something oni free'...then i man man mo till 1 something prepare my thing...230 something go out bank alone..after go coffen house wait my dear...tat time was 3 something edi...i call my dear ask he at where..he told me at carrafour and nid 4 something oni free....i reach coffen house edi ..alone sit ...but luck i got bring my homework do...no nid lk sot po wait ppl...till 1 hour....! though is wait 1 hour more de....but not lo....wait 2 hour more o....at there fat mou edi o....almost got bacrteria...in 2 hour tat time got ply msg.. chat in hp and do homework...lk tat oni not so fast fat mou o...haiz....535pm oni reach coffen house o...evening edi lo.....he call me say reach edi ....i told he at car wait me ....when i bill tat time he come at my table...help me tk bag put in car...live coffen house le...at car cht and plan wan go whr...tat time oni plan wan go whr....cht almost 15 min le...oso didnt plan wan go whr...and no idea...though anything he will plan de...haiz...at least i told he go leisure mall see got wat movie 1st ..after go walk pm awhile....tat time in mrr2 highway was jam o...i told use small way go leisure mall....15min reach there le....we go cinema see got wat movie time 6 or 7 something de...DAMN...leisure mall got few movie oni....all movie is 7 or 8 something de..but i wan early back house...choose 2 movie early de...chaw or rebellion...though wan watch g force de... jz hv 9 something ticker oni...later edi lo....so le...choose tat rebellion movie o...time 730pm de....got 1 hour more oni start...so we go walk pm....find food eat and see here see there o...i saw a small panda de cute thing o....is for hp de....is couple panda lai de....so cute o....my dear buy it...and say tat panda lk me...coz me is midnite ghosh o..later my eyes b panda eyes edi..T.T...sob sob.....after find food eat o..eat till so full o...7 something go gai gai awhile....and see movie lo...till 925pm end...finish movie le....back taman muda de pm...buy chow tau fu o...wan give my cousin eat de....i alway fkk my cousin de...say buy chow tau fu give she eat...at least oso didnt buy it...i always wan but oso finish edi ah....not don wan buy give she o....haha...luck back taman muda de pm...still got chow tau fu...hahaha....but nid wait...cooking..buy for my cousin and my dar dar eat o....so chow o....but eat not smell chow edi o....hard to say...nid try oni noe...hehe...almost nid wait 10 min o...buy edi ...fast go my dar house give she o...but she didnt in home o...i jz put outside door oni....^^...nid fetch my bro back house o....DAMN...chow tau fuu so smell lo...i back my auntie house oni fetch my bro back o...coz cant tahap smell edi o....go fetch my bro le...my bro wait me half an hour edi o....coz say 10 go fetch him de....late edi....hehe.....finally bc house..11pm


2DAY HAPPENED THING O....WRITE CM OUT EDI.....

morning call...

2day morning blur blur >.< de me.. i was morning call kiat wake up....
promise him edi o...cant break promise..nid morning call him....
tat time i was slping o...hear dou my hp alarm RING...!!!
8 am morning o...but i still lying bed didnt pick up my hp call kiat wake up..
till second RING..!!! oni pick up my hp morning call kiat...call few time he oso didnt hear my phone... still call till he ans my call...and he chat wit me awhile...ask me..izzit i havent slp....
i told he i was slping now...hear my alarm RING...!! oni morning call u...
he thank me wake him up o...and last word say...me wake up edi sms him...bye bye and thank...
i wake up edi oso didnt sms he....coz tat time i was so blur >.<....half is still slping o...hehe....
after morning call him ...i press my hp wanna change alarm 10pm....blur blur >.< press hp....
i was press wrong edi o....though change my alam..but tat not changing alarm o...
OMG...i hear sound is lk my dear calling song...tat time wake see my hp and fast stop calling...
suddenly feel myself crazy and blur blur>.< press hp...
and slp back lo...

feel it.....

feel it got alot of thing lie my half lovely person...

i duno wan how to tell he...afraid he will got any hurt or wat....
i duno y got anything keep in heart wont tell he....

and i duno wan how to tell he...
feel wan share anything wit him...but i cant do....

wat can i do...i wan change anything wont lk tat again ....
sometime duno wan how to say anything in front him...
duno wan how feel it out....hmmm.....we together almost 1 month le.....
also nothing special happened o....didnt got any romantic..
jz so normal couple oni....
hmmmm.....sei lo....

wat can i do in my way now....

Close eye awhile tat in oct edi...got alot problem on me....
Dont think b4 at black & white cafe....got hapily happened...there all stuff was great... so funny..lk joking...but sometime they so 'fei' de... hapi was work at there o....i didnt think b4 i was work at there 3 month edi o...as long de o...give me oni....but o....i work untill 30 nov oni...coz stop my this job...change other job...work back b4 tat job sell waffer,bubble tea,and sweet corn o....tat salary
more high than now job o....if i still wan at black&white the salary will change b high abit anot le...hehe..who noe it....

Feel so confused in anything ...duno wanna how to do...now i feel myself so useless edi...don wan go to sch ...in my mind jz think lazy to study....and wake up early..haiz..now i try +oli in anything...
in few month really got alot problem happened on me....make me so fan...duno wan how to hander my problem...i jz normal gal oni...in lk this age gal got alot of problem edi....haix...nid how to walk my way again le....sometime feel got pressure...i duno how to rest myself....but when saw my bro i was so hapi...bcoz i told him some of my problem...tat time we wil cht till midnite or morning...hapi cht wit my bro....i love my bro so much...
hmmm.....
my SPM exam .......still got 1 month to do my revision o....haix....duno how to take spm o...i so afraid take any exam ....so SCARED o....luck i still got 1 fren to teach me how to do revision o...he give alot support to me....how to hander anything o....he teach me alot thing..and i noe he at behind support and help me...thank o....i so hapi to meet u o....help me in anything o....

morning 6am edi o....i nid back room...coz nid pura2 sleep o...coz my auntie call my cousin sis wake up to sch....today is 1st day pmr exam o....i hope my sis can try his best tk pmr exam o..
+OIL O....hehe