about u**

waiting u wholeday,
u say will bring me out.,
when come find u afternoon,
u r feel and lazy didnt feel out,
and i was hungry everning till night,
because wanna u together take dinner,
but u telling me night u will out with freind,
i told u ,im hungry,
but feel u like didn mind.
then never mind..
i playing with u,
i thouht is fun..
u telling me,
don take that thing do me..mad
i sit in front of u ,play computer ,
don wan bother u,
after that ur friend calling go out later ,
are you think wanna go with your friend?
i also wanna go was afternoon...!!!
but you telling me what kind word..
telling don eat meat before go that place..
wholeday didnt wanna take my meal..
because of what ..!!
wanna u accompany me go there only and
take shirt give u...
all thing like uselless..
u wanna together with friend..
is it cant together wit me...???
is it too hard together go there..???
wtf..!@!!@
i was very stupid and though told me always was real..

about u*

my heart pain now...
because i can hurt myself...
i punish myself...
after that day ...
i everyday think why im lie u...
feel cant face u again...
because i lie u...
i know u will not trust me anymore...
do u got think what is my feeling also...
not just ur feel pain and sad ....
my mind everyday think u give ppl say u r fool..
and scold sh...
my feel painful also ..
i feel sorry ...
because i lie u...
i not don wan say out...
because i dunno say.....

About u...

i because of u change anything...
my parent or friend say bad word about u...
i didnt care anyone say what...
just hope..
we are still together..
hope u always at myself every time...
because i dont know tomorrow will got anything happen us anot...
but understand anyone will got own freedom..
just hope u understand my feeling...
i know anything im bad...
because i too care about u ..
till i dont know how care about u...
u got any unhappy thing didnt tell me..
always keep in heart..
let me feel it is im your gf..
why always unhappy i cant help u...
i really wan try understand u..

stupid me....

y i anything think he first... do anything oso will think of him...y y y.....
let me so hard, feel so sad sometime....wat he dislk i oso change but him got think about me anot...
got RESPECT me anot..... got think about my feeling...oso say i didnt about u...sometime i willl think i suit to u anot...???? is it too love u...??????anything oso let u do it....don say come out anything keep in heart oni.....really wan i lk tat 0..????jz wan keep oni...stupid stupid....

feel diffrent ...

now i feel different with he edi..he lk change edi...anything lk didnt care...my heart feel slowly go far away...i dunno he think wat ..how ever doing anything...i always map with he till bored edi...all bcoz of she out in front me...anything chang different treat he edi....feel broke edi ....is it i wrong in anything..hate he something say word i dislk....always say word....all pass edi..is it cant forget it...now i with he feel lk be grey edi..anything change different & think & feel...