happened in this 4month

in feb

des birthday ,
I was make birthday cake to him,
in last night we was argue,i dunno why we always argue about small thing,
forget about that,
now only know he dislike eat cake,why I waste my time made cake give he,
he just eat abit only,and didnt finish it,
I feel waste my time and money learn made cheese cake,
but at least he still got eat ah...hehe..

chinese new years,
just normal in few day,
but till my dad birthday we was argue again,
on that time I feeling slowly away with he,
because afraid he don pick up my call,
he always don wan answer my call,
he make me afraid him,
because i don wan always argue with des that time phone him,
he wont pick up or msg too...i cant tahan edi..
in 1week that time I never answer call or reply msg,
Im think is it time we break,our relationship not say longer just 1year half

one day meet a guy name kelvin,but all his fren call nick name kel,
I know he in club him is tin fren,i fisrt time go phutu club then know he
and after 1 week randy say he thing let me know,
I and tin always go out yc with them,i duno when fall like wit kel o,
but I still not yet break wit des,
des have msg me ,i didnt reply and call me ,i also didnt answer,
kel know I have bf,and know all I with des,
kel act like nth ah..
kel chase me that time he is good,i feel he so care me...
but......

march
in few week I wth des lan zen kan,
that few week I didnt find des,
maybe he know what happen between us,
he got few time msg me,but i didnt reply he,
when he msg me i will sad and duno how,
I duno why have this feel,
when i unhappy kel at my side together wit me,
till we really together..5 march
when just start together, few week no one know we together.

I duno why treat kel very good,
is it because I knw treat me good??
I also duno why..
both us got something happend ........
I together with him just 2month only..
how I treat he also no use...because he got pressure on me
he got anything also didnt anything keep in heart only,
I break up with also duno what reason,
he never told me reason ...
I got msg and call he also don wan reply..
now I duno wan wait he anot.???
should I give up..???or wait...???

june
first june he got msg me
“i hv make my decision.sorry this is end for us,take care ..hope v can b fren..sorry"
when I saw this msg my mood total down edi,
hungry also no appetite eat,
my heart feel broken...haiz...
maybe this all is punish me.... and
thank for someone cheer me...